If you ask what’s my dream or the meaning of my life is then I say nothing, which means I am silent, this silent means silence which again means nothing and that nothingness is completely timeless and spaceless as we know it.
When there is no time and space hence there is no image, and when there is no image means there is neither yesterdays nor tomorrows but present the very moment only, when you are in a moment, there is no conflict, no conflict means no confusion, no contradiction, no distortion, and no competition. There is a very clear vision.
You are what your mind is which means the content of it; you are the content of your mind. So the moment you change the content the moment you change yourself. You understand it?
You can’t become different, totally opposite to your mind without changing the content of it, it’s not possible in any sense or way. And to change the content of your mind you have to look and observe your brain which is thought at this very moment without any planning of the future, you are just enquiring, questioning and going deeper into it, into it means into your mind, basically into your thought which is the content of your mind, you have to observe it without any social, religious, cultural and all others this sort of influences.
Then only you actually and factually can see yourself, the content of your mind for the first time. This is the time when there is no good or bad, right or wrong, he or she, me or you, yesterday or tomorrow, hell or heaven but there is only the truth, the actual truth that is truth, this is the moment when there is no confusion, no conflict, no distortion, no contradiction and no competition, and since now you know your thought which is you, means which is the content of your mind you became aware of it, when you are aware of it means you are no longer in pasts or futures but at the moment, the very moment, you are in action, acting means happening which means clarity, focus, truth and living.
Living not in the past or the future but in the moment, in the time that is you, that is where you are. This is the time when you have actually opened your eyes and now seeing things very clearly, seeing things exactly as they are, seeing things without implementing any of your memories be it of happiness or sorrows, you have got out from all these memories and attachments. You have become anew, afresh and completely innocent. A man with a blank brain, without any thought as thought is of past and future. So you are no longer in influence and you are seeing, observing, understanding and experiencing and living the time for the first time in your life.
So since you asked me for my dream or my philosophy of life then the answer comes in the form of silence. And the meaning of silence varies from person; however, for me it’s the moment, the very moment I am living.
(The views expressed by the author in the article are his/her own.)